THE BRIDGE OF DREAMS--BETTY
ACT III--THE SCARLET LETTER
[The opening scene is the same as for Acts I and II.]
JACK
I had an undergraduate crush on Nathaniel Hawthorne long
before the one I had on Shaw. I admired his skill in constructing a story,
and the profundity of his probings into those "secret places of the human
heart."
CHRISTINE
That was before you were in the Air Force, wasn't it?
JACK
Back when I was very young . . . and aspired to be a
great writer myself. Hawthorne was the master--not James, who was too remote,
not Twain, Hemingway's model, not Hemingway, everyone else's model at the
time, not Melville, whom I hardly knew existed then--but Hawthorne, the
master craftsman who was also a moral teacher. If I could only capture
his truth for our time--what he'd done for Spenser, Milton, Bunyan--it
would be a noble achievement. I actually wrote a hundred pages of a novel
modeled on The House of the Seven Gables, using the old house
I’d grown up in in Northern Illinois and passing three generations in review--while
the ghosts of hidden sins, and a howling St. Bernard dog, haunted the place.
The most admirable way I’d imitated Hawthorne was to burn that manuscript
when I got back from Okinawa and was trying to write again. [Pause.] I'd
first thought of a dramatic adaptation of The Scarlet Letter
back before the Korean War, when I was re-reading the novel for an American
Literature course. I noticed how easily it could be visualized as a series
of scenes, most involving just two characters, and thought all it would
take would be to lift out the dialogue and write a few stage directions.
At the time I thought this was a personal discovery, but later found it
to be a cliché of Hawthorne criticism. I didn't do anything with
it at the time
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anyway, was too busy trying to write serious "original"
fiction--and "hidden meaning" poetry, where only I knew what all the allusions
were, and the ultimate comment was blasphemous, of course--but undecipherable
even for God. When I was young, I was young.
CHRISTINE
I think that's great. But then you did decide to do The
Scarlet Letter as a play . . . and Mother played the part of Hester.
JACK
Yes, but it wasn't easy. Back in school, an older "Budweiser"
man, and then a theatre major, I considered that dramatic adaptation again.
I abstracted about twenty-five typed pages of dialogue as the first step,
but soon discovered there'd be much more to it than just adding stage directions.
Hawthorne does a lot, particularly in introducing supernatural suggestion,
in long passages of exposition. Then how do you get a baby to cry in the
right places? Betty did have problems handling "little Pearl"--but even
worse is trying to duplicate the variations Hawthorne rings on the symbolism
of the scarlet letter without the resource of narrative exposition. However,
by then I'd come to believe that anything a novelist can do a dramatist
can do better, was reading Shakespeare and feeling sorry for Hawthorne,
living in an age that denied itself the revelation of tragic drama in verse.
Still, the more involved I became the more admiration I had for his sense
of theatre, particularly his skill in closing a scene--his sense of curtain.
While it became clear it was going to be more difficult than I’d imagined,
I still felt that The Scarlet Letter could be a very powerful
play.
CHRISTINE
And you did it as your master's thesis?
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JACK
Yes, directing a play was a standard MA project in theatre--
which got me thinking about this adaptation again. Then Betty had come
down the aisle and into my life. If I’d had a strong sense of having known
her before, more than having seen her from afar on campus, it must have
been as Hester Prynne. From that time on, I’ve never thought of Hester
except in Betty's image . . . though I could see you in the role . . .
now.
CHRISTINE
But, if I were to do it, I would feel like I was trying
to re-capture Mother's identity as well as Hester Prynne's.
JACK
It would be true if I sat down to read the novel again
today--my memories of Betty and Hester can't be separated. The pride to
challenge the whole community--and prevail--the strength of character first
to seduce a Dimmesdale and then to protect him, the combination of high
candor and profound mystery in her eyes, the earth-mother, the eternal
Eve, the suffering woman archetypes synthesized in the being of Hester
Prynne--and, most of all, the rare beauty, radiating pristine innocence,
beauty genuinely tempting to a man not easily tempted, that might well
distract a saint from his appointed rounds. Do you know Mishima's story
The Priest of Shiga Temple and His Love?"
CHRISTINE
I heard you discuss that story once, with Shoko and the
countess . . . and Mother. When she was there at Shangri-La.
JACK
When you were only six, or seven? [Christine smiles.]
It's an eternal mystery. There's Angelo's comment, in Shakespeare's
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Measure for Measure, on what makes
Isabella so seductive. The principle is profound--true to the elemental
nature of temptation. All I had to do was look at Betty and there it was.
She was Hester Prynne. When I'd first discussed the idea with Dr. Goff,
he'd pointed out difficulties he'd observed in amateur efforts of this
kind. And he'd come to think of Betty as his--to use in his theatre program
as he judged best--and wasn't sure he wanted to waste her energies on my
adaptation. But, as I continued to press for it, he finally said, "Okay,
Jack. I guess you've got the right to make your own mistakes. But I'd cut
my losses early if this becomes as unmanageable as I expect it to."
CHRISTINE
And Jordan was to be in it, too.
JACK
I wanted him for Dimmesdale, of course, which amused
him. He said he'd be a better Chillingworth, a better devil than fallen
Puritan saint, a Childe-Harold-type Romantic, masochistically falling upon
the thorns of life he might have walked around--a character for whom he
had little sympathy. He expected to be doing Shakespeare's Richard III,
and said he'd just have to play a little older Richard to do Chillingworth.
But he knew that, if Richard was to be his farewell to the college stage,
I expected The Scarlet Letter to be mine, so said he'd accept
the challenge of playing a character he personally despised, as good discipline
for an actor. And, after he'd seen an early draft of the script, he began
to make the kind of suggestions that showed he was already thinking of
what he would be doing with the role.
CHRISTINE
I'll bet he was good . . . I can just picture him standing
on the scaffold! Or there with Mother in the forest.
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JACK
He was . . . as always. The play would have to be staged
late in the spring, after the Shakespeare. So we had time. He had tentatively
accepted the role during rehearsals for The Rainmaker, assuming
Betty would be Hester. I told him that was still being negotiated, might
depend upon how the football season came out--and that also amused him.
But she didn't run off with the football player, after all. When I'd first
approached her with the idea, however, her response had been worse than
Jordan's. She'd laughed out loud. She said she didn't know anything about
Hester Prynne except a joke her high-school English teacher had told about
how Hester had earned her A. "She was the naughty one, wasn't she?" I'd
expected more enthusiasm, thought she'd want to look at the script, or
at least read the novel--but was sure I could get her to do it, and that
her enthusiasm for the role would come naturally.
CHRISTINE
And she didn't tell you she'd do it until . . . until
that night you . . . fixed her hair on the steps of the scaffold . . .
did she?
JACK
That's right. She had almost told me she wouldn't at
that cast party after The Rainmaker, a day or two after I
had told her that I wouldn't be going down to Miami after all, but was
going to stay home and work on the script for my project. [The light shifts,
Jack talking to Christine as he walks over to join the party in progress.
Christine exits to come on with Tom.] As Betty came in, with Tom, she walked
right up to me and suddenly fished a copy of The Scarlet Letter
out of her purse.
BETTY
I just finished reading this this afternoon.
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JACK
You did? How'd you find the time . . . while doing the
play?
BETTY
I had to do something during the day to take my mind
off of the pressures of the performance. And this book is short.
TOM
[Smiling.] Yeah . . . the tension before the game. That's
the worst. I sometimes read, too.
JACK
[Almost to himself.] But not The Scarlet Letter,
I'll bet.
BETTY
You really think I'd be right for . . . Hester?
JACK
I think it's one of the half dozen greatest female characters
in all the world's literature, and that you'd be absolutely perfect for
it.
BETTY
Do you think so? If it were me, I'd point right up there
at that preacher in the very first scene and holler out, "There he is!
He's the one who did it!" And all that old-fashioned language--"dost thee,"
and "beest thou"--are you going to change that? And what is she supposed
to do at the end? Sit down and cry? She ought to turn those "worthy magistrates"
ears blue for half a mile in every direction. No . . . I don't like it.
TOM
You're talking about The Scarlet Letter?
I read that in high school. But is it a play? Let me see it.
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BETTY
Jack's turning it into a play--while we're in Miami.
TOM
[Sounds sincere.] Hey . . . sorry you won't be down there,
Jack. But you'll be able to watch the game on television, won't you? You'll
probably see it better that way. The way I'd rather see a game.
We watch a lot of game films, you know . . . and . . .
JACK
[Noticing Betty getting restless.] You don't want to
do it then? Okay. I might decide not to do it anyway. Nobody else has much
faith in it, either--not Dr. Gillis, not even Jordan.
BETTY
What would Jordan do?
JACK
Dimmesdale--the preacher--the one who did it.
BETTY
Would he? [Laughs.] Well, I suppose . . . then I really
would turn him in . . . and insist on child support.
JACK
[A little snotty.] All right. You're a star now. You
can begin to be choosy in the parts you take. I'll count you out.
BETTY
Don't give me any of that "I discovered you, and you
owe it to me." But I didn't say I wouldn't. I might . . . for a friend.
If Jordan will. But I still don't think I'd feel comfortable as . . . Hester
Prynne . . . is that how you pronounce the name?
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JACK
Yes . . . Hester Prynne. [Looking into her eyes.] I've
thought about her for a long time, Betty, and about you as Hester ever
since I've known you . . . and you're exactly right for the part.
TOM
[Thumbing through the book.] Sure . . . I remember Hester.
JACK
Would you like to see the script I have so far? [Tom
looks up, then sees that Jack is asking Betty.]
BETTY
No. I read the book, Jack--isn't that enough for now?
JACK
[Lights down to leave him spotlighted as he moves back
to Christine.] She dismissed me with a queenly wave of her hand, then steered
Tom over toward where Jordan and Dr. Gillis were debating something, then,
as Tom shook hands all around, they started talking about the football
game. Betty didn't talk to me again until I was leaving. After sulking
there in a corner for a while, I got my coat and started to go. [Lights
up on Christine.] At the door, I felt a hand on my shoulder, as Betty asked,
"Is it really true that you see me as Hester Prynne?" I said, "Yes, ma'am,
I do." Then she said, "Well, you work hard on that script over this vacation--then
I'll know you're thinking about me while I'm gone." She laughed, and continued
laughing as she went back toward the punch bowl. I didn't see Betty again
until I saw her on national television at the Orange Bowl game. I couldn't
help moving her from the stands to the scaffold in my imagination, and
putting a tidy red letter A in place of the blue KU on that bosom the cameraman
kept focusing on.
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CHRISTINE
I can imagine how frustrating that must have been.
JACK
But she was a different girl when she came back from
Miami, and, after putting me through the studied alienation of that final
exam period, she herself had initiated the consummation of our agreement
that she would be my Hester. But we didn't move in with one another . .
. not in those days . . . any more than Hester and Dimmesdale did. She
had been very passionate, but then avoided me completely for two or three
days, during which her sorority sisters even refused to call her to the
phone. Then, for a week or so after we were talking again, I proposed various
plans for meeting, involving elaborate secrecy and security-- like sneaking
her in the back door of my apartment building while I created a diversion
out front, or taking separate bicycle paths to meet out in the country
on a Sunday afternoon.
CHRISTINE
[Laughing.] And what did she say to ideas like that?
JACK
She listened, but wouldn't hear of it. Finally, about
two weeks later, she said, "No, that was a mistake, Jack. It's not that
it's too dangerous. We shouldn't have done it at all. You just caught me
in a weak moment." I didn't say, "Hey, wait a minute! I was the one who
was caught in a weak moment," but I thought it. "It's important to the
play for us to bury our sin in the past," she said. And I acted as if that
made sense to me. I sure didn't tell anybody . . . though many may have
guessed that we were concealing something. Anyway, as the semester got
under way, I got the formal approval to go ahead from Dr. Gillis, whose
interest had picked up a little after he had looked
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at my final pre-rehearsal script. He even smiled
as he pushed the script back across his desk. "It's ambitious, Jack . .
. a blank-verse adaptation. Shakespeare for form and Hawthorne for content,
huh? Well, I hope you can make it work in Kansas in the middle of the 20th
century. But that's what our experimental program is all about. So good
luck with it."
CHRISTINE
And you did almost everything yourself.
JACK
Almost everything. A few evenings later I met with Jordan
and Betty, to read through the scenes they had together and make sure that
they were really with me before I went out to recruit the rest of the cast.
Jordan always read well, and, wherever he had trouble with the reading
of a line I could be pretty sure that it was my fault, and marked it for
revision. But Betty, never a particularly good cold reader, had more trouble
than ever in some places, while she read other passages, particularly those
closest to Hawthorne, as if those "thou's" and "thee's" that she had been
so concerned about were her natural idiom. I was watching her carefully,
for any sign of her attitude toward the character, but she was very businesslike.
It puzzled me--this strange submissive resistance, and I was tempted to
provoke a reaction that I could read more clearly. Did she begin to feel
the character or didn't she? But, since she'd pulled back, making me apprehensive
about just where I stood with her myself, I thought, "Better not. If she's
willing to take the role, I'll take that for now." I had confidence in
the play to bring her spirit out. Hester Prynne was in there, I knew.
CHRISTINE
That's probably what she was searching for too.
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JACK
Betty and Jordan were both in Richard III,
Betty playing Anne, so I only saw them at odd times through the whole middle
of the semester, as I might drop by their rehearsals, or see one or the
other in the hall, the library, the Student Union. And Betty always seemed
moody. I assumed she must be coming to terms with her own emotional life,
after the high excitement of her sophomore romance with Tom. Tom, for his
part, was out for baseball, but coasting, and going out with other girls,
including the first girl he married. But, through all of this, Betty continued
to keep that somewhat nervous distance from me.
CHRISTINE
She was still busy with the Shakespeare play, of course.
JACK
But not very . . . Anne only has that one good scene
early in the play. But I didn't want to work with her much before Jordan
was available. I'd finished casting and begun rough blocking before Richard
III opened, reading lines myself, and using people from other scenes,
since Jordan and Betty wouldn't be there, for I had a lot of technical
problems to work out. I had two other actors who were very good. Dan Parker,
my roommate, was playing Chillingworth. He'd had six years of professional
experience--two years doing radio and television commercials, repertory
work--and had come back to school for the advanced degrees that'd help
him find an academic base. The last I heard, he was director at a little
college in Missouri-- Dr. Parker, presiding over the local theatre activity--just
what he wanted--and I hope he's as happy a man as he deserves to be.
CHRISTINE
I've seen your pictures of him. Always with a big smile.
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JACK
We'd lived together long enough to be comfortable with
one another, and he had a pretty good sense of what was going on between
your mother and me. He was older, and somewhat avuncular, so had become
my primary advisor. But we didn't talk about Betty much . . . except in
connection with the play. I'd had my eye on him for Chillingworth from
early on. He had a wonderful voice for it, in part his radio experience,
in part a natural gift. He wasn't by nature diabolic, but relished playing
the devil, played Chillingworth with such a melodramatic flair I was afraid
he'd twirl his moustaches so much the audience would begin to hiss--but
he knew better than that, too. He also had a small part in Richard
III, Lord Stanley, I think, but, since we were living together,
I had plenty of chances to work with him, and he was helping me with most
other things as well.
CHRISTINE
People don't appreciate how much work there is doing
a play.
JACK
And I'd beefed up the part of Mistress Hibbins considerably,
using her for much of the exposition, and for actual comic relief--which
I definitely didn't want from Chillingworth--and increased these functions
during rehearsals. Kay Adams was playing the part, the girl we had expected
to play Eliza the previous summer, and she was able to catch exactly the
balance of crazy old lady and real witch that I wanted. I worked out a
lot of the staging with the two of them--reading through, re-writing or
re-blocking, then reading through again.
CHRISTINE
And people are delighted to do all that extra work--which
they would complain about if it were for anything but a play.
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JACK
And I worked on the set with another friend, Frank Sellers--to
get a scaffold that could dominate the beginning, middle, and end without
awkward perspectives, to suggest the atmosphere of a Puritan governor's
hall, and Hawthorne's forest--and with Barbara Mears, another friend, on
costumes. She combined Hester's skills as seamstress with an interest in
Colonial history, was one of those who love to be around theatre, but would
never think of appearing on stage. Good people, and, on their advice, I
decided to go with the "Shakespearean" tradition, sparing no pains on costumes,
but just suggesting sets--finally even the scaffold. Betty and Jordan did
come by a time or two, to walk through their scenes. Jordan was making
no real attempt to learn his lines yet, didn't want them in his head with
Richard III, but he was a quick study once he began. Betty, on the other
hand, had most of her lines the first time she came, less than two weeks
after I'd given her the script. Of course she didn't have so much to remember
in Richard III, and was always compulsive about memorizing
lines. But it was still as if she were holding something back, just talking
through her speeches, not in character--which was all right at that stage,
with Jordan just reading from the script, and everyone stopping to ask
about this and that--but, again, curious.
CHRISTINE
But that was the first Shakespeare play she was in, wasn't
it? That must have been an overwhelming experience in itself.
JACK
Perhaps. I didn't go to the cast party for Richard
III. Remembering the last cast party, I wanted to keep things as
tidy as possible between Betty and me while we were doing our play. [He
walks over to the apartment he shares with Dan as he's talking, and sits
down.]
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Then, late Sunday morning, I was sitting in our one
comfortable chair reading a book on lighting techniques and drinking a
cup of coffee when Dan got up, laughing about things that had happened
at the party.
DAN
You should have been there, Jack. [Starts fixing bacon
and eggs for both.] But what is it with Betty? She got into an argument
with Jordan, and I thought he might take on that football player--which
might have left you looking for a new Dimmesdale. Does she have something
going with Jordan? I always thought Jordan . . . well . . . who knows what
goes on in the forest? She doesn't have Tom's ring around her neck any
more, but came with him, and left with him. I really thought, in Chillingworth
mode, that it was you and Betty now, meant to check when you were asleep
to see if you had a scarlet letter branded on your chest. [Gives Jack a
Chillingworth look.]
JACK
Hunh! An argument with Jordan? I can't imagine what could
have provoked that. But she left with Tom? That's interesting. And Jordan
got mad enough to fight? Had he been drinking?
DAN
Some, no doubt. But he wasn't drunk enough to want to
fight. He doesn't get drunk that way--could drink us both under the table
and never show it. Someone said it was a remark Hazen made about Jordan's
role in your play, or his relationship to Betty, that ticked him off. But
Betty and Jordan were hot at each other before Hazen got involved, so it
was more likely something Jordan said to him. But Betty hustled her football
player out of there before any blows were thrown, which gave everyone something
else to talk about.
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JACK
Well, I sure don't want things blowing up between Betty
and Jordan now. I'm to meet them at the theatre later, and I'll check it
out . . . if they come. We start serious rehearsals Tuesday.
DAN
I'm ready, Jack. You know Jordan got that year's scholarship
at the Old Vic, don't you? Or maybe you don't. He just found out himself
yesterday. That's what he was high on, if anything.
JACK
[A pause.] No, I didn't know that. Well . . . it's not
surprising. He is the best, and I know how badly he wants the training
in Shakespeare. But that does change things. He was planning to go to New
York, you know . . . [Walking to the center of the stage, to meet Jordan
there, but as if talking to Christine on the way.] I didn't add, "and Betty
was planning to go with him." I couldn't stop thinking about it, but didn't
want to talk about it, not with Dan. I met with Betty and Jordan that evening,
and things were a little tense. Jordan got there before Betty did and he
was telling me about the scholarship when Betty came in.
JORDAN
It's a dream come true, Jack. Exactly what I need. I'll
be going to England late this summer and will be gone for close to a year.
[Christine comes in as Betty--then he's addressing her.] It means I'll
have to postpone New York, for a year. Then, who knows what will come of
this. [Betty returns his look.]
JACK
Well, let's work through your forest scene. I'll read
Pearl's lines. Betty and I'll set it up. Start with, "There is no Black
Man!" after Pearl asks if that's who they hear coming.
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BETTY
There is no Black Man! Thou canst see him now.
Look . . . through the trees. It is the minister.
JACK
It is the minister. Yes, now I see.
And, Mother, see his hand above his heart!
Is it because he took the Black Man's pen,
And when he wrote his name in that big book,
The Black Man set his mark in that same place?
But, Mother, why does he not wear his mark
Outside his garments . . . even as thou dost?
BETTY
Pray go now, child! Tease me another time.
I'll call thee when we've finished talking here.
Stray not beyond the babble of the brook.
[After a moment, Hester calls, faintly.]
Hist! Arthur Dimmesdale!
[Louder, but hoarsely.] Arthur Dimmesdale! Here!
JORDAN
Who speaks to me? [Seeing the letter.] It's Hester! Hester
Prynne! And is it thou? And art thou still in life?
BETTY
Why even so! As such has been my life
These seven years! And thou? Dost thou yet live?
JACK
[As their reading is muted . . . to come back up with
the end of the scene.] Betty was in control, a sort of desperate passion
bursting out as she let her hair down and made her pitch for him to run
away
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with her. But she was getting impatient, with Jordan
just sort of stumbling through his lines.
BETTY
[Coming back up.] We must allow familiarity
Some time to work . . . to overcome her fear . . .
For thou art yet a stranger to the child.
JORDAN
Yes, so it doth appear. But, Hester . . . now . . .
What must we do? For I am like a child,
And look to thee to lead where we must go.
BETTY
[Coming up to him and taking his hands.]
We must make plans to spirit us away . . .
[They both then look to Jack.]
JACK
Coming along . . . but shakey. Shall we do it one more
time?
JORDAN
Let's let it be for now, Jack. I know I've got to get
into this scene, tune in on Betty better than I am . . . but not tonight.
I'm no doubt just too wound up on this news, feeling that I'm finally going
to escape from this Puritan community. [He sweeps his hand in a half circle
that includes everything, but finishes looking at Betty again, and keeps
looking at her until she just looks away.] I'm just spinning now.
[Jordan leaves. Jack is sitting in one of the seats in
the second row, legs thrown over the back of the seat in front, Betty on
the front edge of the scaffold, adjusting the cap she is wearing.]
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JACK
Well, how about you? Do you want to go through the opening
scaffold scene once before we quit? Quit fiddling with that cap! Or come
and let me fix it. I'll be your hairdresser again.
BETTY
No . . . I don't feel like rehearsing . . . and I'm not
in that mood, either. But I do have something I need to talk to you about.
JACK
Oh? What? [He starts to come up to join her.]
BETTY
No, you stay there . . . and I'll stay here . . . on
the scaffold.
JACK
Dan tells me that you stopped a fight at the party last
night. [Laughs.] I wondered if the problems here this evening were coming
from Jordan's excitement . . . or what happened there. Is it because Jordan
won't be able to take you to New York?
BETTY
Yes. I wanted to go to New York--and I did expect Jordan
to take me. But that's the least of my problems right now.
JACK
Well, let's think about summer after the play. You're
going to be great as Hester Prynne--just as I knew you would. If you do
that for me, I might take you to New York.
BETTY
More Hester than you know, Jack . . . I'm pregnant. [Jack
jumps, making Betty laugh, nervously.]
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JACK
[Standing looking up at her by then.] Are you sure?
BETTY
I've known it for a couple of weeks . . . and I'm pretty
sure that Roger Prynne is not the father.
JACK
Well . . . don't you think we should get married?
BETTY
[The tone of her laughter changing, as he come up on
stage to join her.] You're such a Puritan, Jack . . . one of those godly
magistrates yourself. But I should marry somebody, I suppose. [Looking
into his eyes.] And why not you? [She puts out a hand, to keep him quiet,
which he then takes in his.] Yes, I wanted to go to New York . . . wanted
to be a professional actress. I didn't want to get pregnant.
JACK
Well, we could still go to New York, Betty . . . I .
. .
BETTY
And wait for the baby. It would be ridiculous. No, it
would be better to go to . . . where did you say they had offered you a
job? . . . to Nebraska . . . to somewhere where they still believe in babies,
and things like that . . . and just hide!
JACK
[Moves forward on the stage, taking the light with him.]
I thought that she might cry, but she didn't, just stood there quietly
holding my hand, as if totally submitting herself to an uncontrollable
fate. I was willing to run off anywhere with her after she had let her
hair down
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that way--after she had offered to be my woman--given
herself to me--however Puritan she thought I was . . . and with whatever
reservations.
CHRISTINE
[Laughs.] Even run off to Nebraska?
JACK
Don't laugh. You were born there . . . so you're a Nebraskan.
CHRISTINE
And proud of it . . . though I don't know much about
the state.
JACK
And the play went perfectly. Maybe that was what it needed,
the hidden love affair--which we at least tried to keep hidden. Betty and
I suddenly seemed to be on the same wave length, tuned to each other, both
feeling a little guilty, but sublimating it into our work on the play.
Chillingworth was lurking around the edges, reading the clues we were leaving
him, Mistress Hibbins had an appropriate "I know more than I'm telling
about what goes on here on these dark nights" posture, and Jordan's reaction
was just right, too. Sometimes it was as if he knew about us, as he watched
me work with Betty and was sharp enough to read the echoes, but sometimes
it was as if he had his own secret, and that it, too, had something to
do with Betty.
CHRISTINE
As if he were the father?
JACK
Well . . . I could believe him when he put his hand over
his heart, as he looked at her on the scaffold. And Betty dominated
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him in the scenes they shared in the play, as much
as he'd dominated her in Pygmalion, out of a confidence and
pride, so he followed her lead--which was right for the play, of course.
But, but in spite of this, Jordan still made the play as a whole, as it
is structurally, Dimmesdale's action. When he mounted the scaffold, he
had the audience. Of course I attributed part of this to the fact that
he was Jordan Simms--Henry Higgins, Starbuck, Richard the Third, now Arthur
Dimmesdale--who has ever done more on a college stage in a year? And Dimmesdale
was, after all, a Byronic poseur, a natural for an actor with a flair.
I was still catching echoes from him, and Betty, that confused me, but
thought, "that, too, is coming from the play."
CHRISTINE
That's true, isn't it? A good play brings out all these
emotions . . . which is one reason it's so exciting to be in one.
JACK
And I loved working with Betty this way. I thought we'd
found the ideal relationship. I couldn't compete with Jordan as an actor,
or the pure charisma of a Tom Hazen, but there she was, doing my play (or
Hawthorne's play as I'd read it), under my direction. I'd written the play
with her in mind as Hester, doing much of the work when I'd thought she
might be going off with Tom. But that didn't matter--she was still my Hester.
Even the fact that we could now be lovers was just an extra dividend.
CHRISTINE
That's a nice way to put it . . . an extra dividend.
JACK
I wasn't her leading man, nor was it as her director
that the relationship was best defined--but as her playwright, providing
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her with the vehicle for her talent. That was very
satisfying. But mixing Betty's ambiguity with Hawthorne's was tricky. I
had half a dozen plays in one draft or another, but this was my first maximum
effort, my first full-length play on stage. I was tuned to Hawthorne, I
believe--still like to think of myself as that one heart and mind in perfect
tune with his own that he saw himself as writing for--and wanted to capture
his tragic vision in the higher medium of verse drama. I wanted its power
for Betty--then to give me a kind of power over Betty--and then, well a
strange thing happened.
CHRISTINE
What?
JACK
It got out of my hands completely. Whether it was Betty,
or Hawthorne . . . or Hester Prynne asserting her spirit over all of us
across the years . . . I began to just watch it happen. I thought I knew
Hester when I began, but by the time I finally saw Betty as Hester on stage,
in the last rehearsals and all three nights of the performance, she was
too complicated for one man to know. I'd be in bed with Betty at night,
and imagine her as Hester Prynne standing on the scaffold, or letting down
her hair in the forest, and think, "This is that woman. And I'm holding
her in my arms." Betty did the play off-Broadway, ten years later . . .
and so many other great roles . . . was perfect as the countess . . . but
I don't think she ever surpassed the Hester Prynne she did for me, as a
college sophomore. I may be biased, but the way she dominated Jordan when
they were together on stage in this play was . . . the ultimate seduction!
Of course my own ecstatic state at the time may well have something to
do with my reaction as a critic, too . . . and with my memories. But it
was . . . special.
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CHRISTINE
And you were in love.
JACK
Yes . . . I was. The Sunday after our last performance
I took Betty for a long drive. Dr. Gillis had been delighted by our play,
which meant my M.A. was assured. I could have the job at Wellington College--with
its brand-new theatre--if I wanted it. But I was more concerned about what
Betty wanted. She had two years to go for her degree, and Dr. Gillis wanted
her to stay . . . but then there was the baby. I finally pulled into a
roadside parks, and opened with the question, "Well, Hester, now what?"
Betty said, "We get married and go to Nebraska, Jack." And it was just
that simple. We were married two days after graduation ceremonies at which
Jordan and Tom received B.A.s and I got my M.A. It may have been obvious
to some by that time that she was pregnant, but no one said anything .
. . at least not to me. Jordan and Tom were both there, and I couldn't
resist wondering, as Tom kissed the bride, and Jordan smiled, if either
of them might be the father of our little Pearl--but I knew that
I might be. And I also knew that I was willing to take Betty in any case.
Standing there next to her I felt that I had won the prize, and was not
yet much concerned about the child.
CHRISTINE
Well, thank you . . . for this candid appraisal.
JACK
Sorry . . . I'm just telling it like it was. As we talked
with Jordan about his plans, Betty's voice shook a little. He didn't have
to be in England until late summer and was making plans with a friend to
schedule a sort of cross-country tour doing a program of short Shakespeare
pieces--a one-man show.
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CHRISTINE
But then you joined him in that tour.
JACK
Yes, on sudden impulse, it seemed, he suggested that
we go with him. He and Betty could do their courtship scene from Richard
III, and whatever else would make a program. I had an abridged version
of Othello I'd started as a class project, that would play in about half
an hour, and Jordan said, "Well, let's look at it, Jack. But I'd want to
do Iago. You'd have to do Othello--in blackface--which would allow you
to strangle your wife every evening . . . for being unfaithful." I just
looked at Betty, but none of us even smiled. She and I had talked a little
about summer theatre, but nothing available would be as good as the things
we'd done in the last year, so this was the best offer we'd had--and with
Jordan--so we took it. It turned out to be a fiasco . . . but memorable
. . . a genuine adventure.
CHRISTINE
[Laughs.] I've heard Mother tell her Oklahoma City story
. . . more than once.
JACK
And I'm sure it got better every time. We canceled the
western half of the tour, and Jordan went to spend the time he had left
before going to England in Estes Park with his mother. We'd sent everything
we owned to Nebraska, and followed it a little earlier than expected. But
by the end of summer I was looking forward to a year at Wellington College,
where Betty could have the baby and I could write, and get some good, solid
journeyman directing experience. Then we'd have time to make plans and
appraise opportunities. So it was off to Nebraska for the newlyweds. And
that's where you were born.
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