THE BRIDGE OF DREAMS--BETTY
ACT II--THE RAINMAKER
[Scene: the same as the opening of Act
I.]
CHRISTINE
So you knew then you wanted to marry Mother . . . and were even concerned
to protect her from herself. That's nice, Dad.
JACK
I was pretty high on such noble thoughts . . . for a few days. Then people
came back for the fall semester, and my summer idyll was over . . . long
before we started work on the big fall play, N. Richard Nash's The
Rainmaker.
CHRISTINE
I've only seen the movie of that play, too . . . and was already in love
with Burt Lancaster before I did. I wanted to run away with him myself,
as his . . . Melissandra?
JACK
It was a good movie, wasn't it?. And it's a good play, too . . . a well-made
play. I've seen it done half a dozen times. Colleges and community theatres
like it . . . not just for Starbuck and Lizzie . . . the brothers . .
. the father . . . some nice parts. But I thought it was a fundamental
error in casting for Dr. Gillis to cast your mother as Lizzie. I told
Jordan that she was obviously too good looking. "Lizzie is plain.
That's what this play is about--a plain girl with the soul of a Romantic,
tempted by a con man. How can anyone ever see Betty as that plain? That
hair, those eyes, that figure. How can you conceal them? You'd have to
hide her in a grain sack. I say, keep Betty, but get a different play."
Jordan's response was, "She's the best actress on campus, Jack .
. . so I'd cast her. Theatre is theatre."
CHRISTINE
And he was doing Starbuck, of course.
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JACK
Yes . . . and he was right about Betty. They did it partly with costume
and make-up--a dress cut wrong, someone's idea of a farm-girl's hairstyle,
cosmetic high-lighting of the wrong features. But Betty did most of it
herself. She settled into that farm kitchen as if she had grown up there,
perfectly at home, let the broad Kansas side of her voice dominate, and
pride be the key to her character--and she did it! Better than Katharine
Hepburn, I thought . . . who would've had a lot the same problem, convincing
people that she was a simple farm girl. But Starbuck was a natural for
Jordan. Dr. Gillis had probably decided to do that play because he knew
he had Jordan. And I was cast as Noah . . . the cynical brother. By the
time the play opened I'd come to feel it was type-casting. It wasn't my
first time on stage with Betty . . . nor my last . . . but, as it turned
out, it was my last time on stage with Jordan--who may have been the greatest
actor of our time.
CHRISTINE
I won't argue with that. I wanted to run off with him, too . . . as bad
as Mother. And I never even saw him in that play.
JACK
He played the part of the con man who brings this farm girl to life with
his wild, romantic dreams to perfection, reaffirming the quintessential
power of theatre every time he waxed rhapsodic--making me want to reach
out and touch him, right now, in memory, just to feel that power again.
There he was, bringing the rain into her life, springtime into her imagination.
For that prosaic deputy sheriff--with his feet up on his desk--to harvest.
CHRISTINE
You don't think she should have run off with Starbuck, do you?
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JACK
No, I don't. And I was as happy, as always, when work began on the play.
I'd been concerned about Betty and Jordan, but, when he came back, it
was almost as if he didn't know either of us. For about a month we hardly
saw him. Betty and I still spent an occasional evening together, but never
approached the high passion of our "moment of truth" again.
She was now a sophomore, and went to class and did homework assignments
religiously, "to have a record to coast on when I'm working on the
play," she said. And who knows what Jordan was doing--working on
a program of Shakespeare pieces, learning the Starbuck part already, going
to classes, all in theatre, that he tended to treat somewhat cavalierly--everybody,
including the instructors, already deferring to him as the master--and
reading, as he always did, very miscellaneously.
CHRISTINE
I remember that about him. He always had a book at rehearsal--and spent
a lot of time reading. Once it was Haklyt's Voyages, then
Catch-22, and another time Kant's Critique of Pure
Reason! But I don't think he ever finished one of them.
JACK
Though he could have. Jordan had a good mind. And was in the habit of
talking to people wherever he happened to be, about whatever they were
interested in, and, if it sparked his interest, taking the path they were
on, right then--so he spent a lot of time in the library. He read very
rapidly, but would stop whenever he lost interest, too--ten pages in,
halfway through, ten pages from the end, in the middle of a paragraph--and
throw the book away, or take it back to the library, for which I've always
envied him. Whenever his reason for picking Kant up was gone, he put him
down, while I tend to finish a book just because I started it, which doesn't
make much sense, does it?
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CHRISTINE
No . . . but I do that, too. Have bookmarks in a dozen books, and hate
to take one back to the library if I haven't finished it.
JACK
We'd had to give up our summer apartment. Jordan had moved in with our
Pickering, the boy who went to Colorado with him, and I'd found another
roommate, too--Dan Parker, an older graduate student who was the father
in The Rainmaker. But I didn't feel that Jordan was dodging
me. When we saw each other he was always affable. We'd have lunch together,
or a cup of coffee, or just stop to talk on the steps of the library.
He did seem to be avoiding Betty, though. She got that impression, too.
She said, "but he smiles and says 'hello' when I see him in the Union,
or at the library, so maybe I just imagine it. Summer's over, I guess
. . . for all of us." I finally decided that it was largely a matter
of his having lost current interest in us--just like those books. He'd
put us down--nothing personal.
CHRISTINE
That's an interesting way to see it.
JACK
Anyway, he appeared to have conceded Betty to me, after I'd felt guilty
about stealing ground on him while he was gone, and doubtful I could maintain
my advantage once he got back. Still, I felt annoyed at not having his
attention myself the way I had during the summer . Knowing how rare a
spirit he was, I'd been flattered to think Jordan Simms took me that seriously.
CHRISTINE
I think, with Jordan, if you were working on a play with him, he took
you very seriously. Otherwise, he didn't know you existed . . . though
I liked to think, there at the end . . .
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JACK
Anyway, when we got to working on The Rainmaker, early in
October, we did begin to spend time together again--but not like we had
that summer. There're only a couple of scenes where Lizzie and Starbuck
are together, only a couple where Noah and Starbuck are, or Lizzie and
Noah. Betty and I might go off together to unwind after rehearsal, but
didn't even ask Jordan. Betty seemed as reserved toward him, off-stage,
as Lizzie was on, or as determined to meet Jordan's polite distance with
her own, not wanting to have her overtures rebuffed. And I accepted that
. . . with my own reservations. The great irony was that, while I'd been
carefully skirting the danger of competition on that side, it came from
another. It was shortly before we started rehearsals for The Rainmaker,
but after she'd been cast in the lead role, that Betty met Tom Hazen.
CHRISTINE
Ah, yes . . . her football player. [Laughs.]
JACK
Yes . . . her football player. Betty was becoming queen of the stage on
campus, had been pledged Alpha Kappa Gamma on that basis and was being
put forward as their brightest sophomore star. Tom was a senior, once-already
All-American quarterback and expected to be again--the Big Man
on Campus. A young coach, Gabby Hirsch, had come up from Tennessee, or
Georgia, then went back down there, I think, after a year or two in pro
ball on Tom's shirttail, to live out his life telling Tom Hazen war stories.
He got credit for revolutionizing the game, with the concept of field
position, through the quick kick and a few other tricks that worked pretty
well given Hazen's remarkable physical capacities, until defenses adapted.
But you remember Tom, from when he stayed with us . . . and when we used
to go to his games . . . or watch him on television.
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CHRISTINE
Remember how old I was when you took me to those football games! But Mother
used to talk about him. And Laura about there at the lake. I know what
a great star he was.
JACK
And already was when your mother met him, at one of those fraternity-sorority
things. We'd been going to the home games-- Kansas played the Number 1
team in the nation three times that year--so it was great football, and,
since we got in on our student-body cards, a cheap date. But, after Betty
met Tom, she became fifth cheerleader, you might say--there in the stands.
And I soon met Tom, too. Betty made the occasion and introduced us. The
trouble was I liked him. I'd still call Tom one of the friendliest guys
I've known in my life. And, without question, the most exciting football
player I've ever watched--right up to the end of his career. I never missed
watching when he was on television . . . as you must remember. He had
the courage, or the imagination, or the gall, to do the thing you least
expected--was dramatic, which is the highest compliment I can give a football
player.
CHRISTINE
I don't care much for football. You two probably cured me of that back
when I was only four or five years old.
JACK
[As to himself.] He even had a good season that last year . . . for a
bald-headed old man of thirty-something, and I was really pulling for
him. The play I remember best was in the game he lost--but should have
won--in the playoffs, on a fourth-down pass he got rid of as he was going
down. [Laughs.] It surprised the receiver so much that he dropped the
ball! Tom told us he really got a kick out of the expression on that guy's
face, and
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then the one on his own, in the game films.
He never took himself--or football--too seriously. Or about as seriously
as I take a play--it's everything while I'm doing it, but after it's over
. . . whatever milk got spilt . . . no point crying, is there? And that's
the way I like to remember Tom--telling the story of watching that game
film. His skill and courage as an athlete, his sympathies, his sense of
humor, his humanity, were all tuned right. But all I could think of that
fall was how ridiculous it would be for an actor-director-playwright to
lose his girl--no, the "idea of theatre incarnate"--to an idiot
football player. Jordan Simms, yes. But some guy who didn't even believe
in our kind of plays? Still, I did a lot of cheering after some of his
kind of plays, as performed by an All-American. Then, looking at the enthusiasm
in Betty's eyes, as she bounced up and down beside me, tried to keep from
breaking into tears.
CHRISTINE
I like that picture . . . [Laughs.] . . . of both of you.
JACK
Do you? Well, it was soon obvious to everyone that Betty was Tom's girl,
not mine. She had the play and he had football training rules, so they
weren't spending a lot of time together. But enough. And, while Betty
and I still went a few places besides football games, more and more often
when I asked she'd be busy. Well, she was busy. But then I'd see her in
the Student Union with Tom, other girls from her sorority, and other football
players . . . all laughing up a storm . . . and I'd begin to have bloody
thoughts. Nor was I ever inclined to join in .
. . though I think Tom would have welcomed me.
CHRISTINE
So you felt that Mother was betraying you . . . with this flashy . . .
and over-confident . . . football player?
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JACK
Not exactly . . . it was more as if I were being left out, I guess . .
. or left behind. As if I'd been good enough, perhaps even a little romantic,
as the young . . . yet somewhat older and more worldly wise . . . director
of his first college play, but now she was beginning to see me in perspective
. . . as just another member of the cast . . . while she was a star! I
didn't have the prestige on campus of a Jordan Simms, another star, and
certainly not of a Tom Hazen, the greatest star of all. [Laughs.] If that
sounds like pure jealousy, it was. [Pause.] But what may have bothered
me most was that it was Tom, not me, she asked to take her to her mother's
funeral . . . though I'd have dropped everything to do it. He was the
one who made the special arrangements with his coach to be able to drive
to Dodge City with her--a day on the road each way, in his brand new Ford
Mustang--and he was the one who was with her to experience her grief over
her mother's death . . . to share it with her. That was hard to take.
CHRISTINE
I can understand that. And that shows how much you really did care for
her. [Pause.] I certainly regret the fact that I never met a single one
of my grandparents . . . I think that's unusual.
JACK
It is, isn't it? And I was certainly sorry to see your Grandmother Fredricks
die. As I say, I think I'd have gotten along pretty well with her. And
I knew even then I was being unfair to Betty. We'd made no commitments
to one another, and she was just making the most of the campus social
life that was opening up for her. It must have been exciting. Still, there
were times when I definitely cursed sophomore girls and "flashy"
football players, times when I put a lot of myself into those scenes in
which Noah really lets Lizzie have it.
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CHRISTINE
I can imagine . . . so Mother probably thought it was worth it.
JACK
You mean for the good of the play. [Laughs.] I suppose. And Tom was no
help. He could read my feelings for Betty easily enough, and, when we
were together, seemed almost apologetic about taking my girl away . .
. without really trying. It was not exactly a new experience for him.
It was what he did for recreation, I guess, to occupy himself between
classes, or in classes, as one of the perquisites of being a top football
player.
CHRISTINE
He was married several times, wasn't he?
JACK
Not several . . . but, yes . . . at least three. And he always wanted
to marry your mother--she became special to him, too. He'd even drop in
at rehearsals, creating a minor sensation, and generating a lot of gossip.
I remember talking about it with Jordan one night in the green room.
[The lights go down on them, and up on
Jordan pacing up and down rehearsing one of Starbuck's more flamboyant
speeches.]
JORDAN
Jack! Good. We need to work on our big scene. But what about this football
player? Is he going to come in here with his romantic sis-boom-bah and
carry our starry-eyed Lizzie away?
JACK
I wish I knew. As caught up as she is in her acting right now, I'd think
you'd be her crush . . . her real-life Starbuck. But she does seem to
be under Hazen's spell . . . a damn attractive guy.
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JORDAN
[Laughs.] Well, you want to make a side bet, Jack? It won't last a month
past the football season. I know Betty better than you do, I think. Working
as closely as we do on stage we have to tune to each other's sensibilities.
Betty wants action--that's her secret. I was skeptical at first, but her
spirit is fierce--like a tigress. You know the female tiger does most
of the hunting, has qualities we mistakenly think of as masculine--is
ruthless!
JACK
You think Betty is ruthless.
JORDAN
I know she is! When she came up full force I was fearful for poor Higgins'
life. But the tension was exactly what we needed. Now, as I see her as
Lizzie, I know she's not going to run off with anybody--unless it's to
some place she wants to go. That girl knows what she wants, and it's not
going to be just to tag along--especially to an interminable series of
football games.
JACK
I would agree with most of that . . . but . . .
JORDAN
And I know football players. She does, too. She's just playing games with
this guy, and with the sorority celebrity thing--for the practice. Why
not? It's a role. But she'll tire of it as fast as she picked it up. I
consider myself an objective observer, Jack, watching her watching you
watching him. She's the real sportsman--enjoys the game. I don't know
what to predict for you and Betty--though not a cottage for two--or what
to advise. Go ahead and play with dynamite, if you think you can handle
it, I guess. Again, why not? But it will never be the football player.
You can trust me on that one.
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JACK
I'm not so sure, old buddy. That passion you see in her as an actress
doesn't evaporate off stage. She'll fly off with him somewhere and come
back pregnant. Then what?
JORDAN
Then what, indeed? I don't deny the possibility. It's even one to conjure
with. [He pauses a moment, as if conjuring with it, then laughs, a short,
sarcastic laugh.] But it's semi-irrelevant. You don't have anything against
fallen women, do you, Jack? If so, you've chosen the wrong profession.
And you're hooked on Hester Prynne, aren't you? You don't blame her, even
though you know she seduced that poor minister. Personally, I doubt this
football player could teach Betty anything she doesn't already know. Now
you . . . or I . . . [As Jack starts to react, he puts out a hand to calm
him.] Don't get excited, Jack. I'm not accusing Betty, or Betty and you,
of anything. Nor do I give a damn about the bedroom politics. Write me
off as a cynic, if you like, but the way of the world is the way of the
world. Most girls are virgins up to some point, but damn few have the
capacity to act, and chances are, in that consummation devoutly to be
wished, the two are mutually exclusive.
JACK
You are a cynic!
JORDAN
And I know it's none of my business, but just what role do you have in
mind for Betty? A housewife in suburbia? To raise your progeny while you
do the important things in the world? I hope I know you better than that,
Jack. Marriage and sex--all very interesting--necessary for the preservation
of the species--but the play's the thing, in which a man can be a king.
And a woman a queen. You know that. Skip a meal, or steal one, but
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the play must go on. Betty knows it, too--in
her bones! She's too much tiger to allow any middle-class Puritan conception
of woman to be imposed upon her. She'll never be fenced in, my friend
. . . any more than I will. You'd better have the spirit to keep up, or
you'll see her disappear over the spiritual horizon. [Jordan settles back,
still looking at Jack intently, then looks away, with a tired, condescending
laugh.] I don't know why I do that, Jack. I can
see it just irritates you. And I'm on your side . . . so long as you can
help me do what I want to do. That's your Aristotelian friendship, isn't
it? And I feel the same about Betty. The very same! She's a jewel to work
with. What do I care about your private lives? I don't give advice to
the lovelorn. I'd be too Machiavellian for your taste. When the chips
are down, my money is on old Machiavelli. Don't beg for her love--she'd
despise that. Make her fear the loss of something she really wants, or
needs--which is not a ranch-style house with a big picture window. [He
pauses, then brightens up.] And stop me the next time I start in like
this. What "necessary question of the play" are we here neglecting?
[Lights down on Jordan, and Jack talks
to Christine as he joins Dan sitting in the back of the theatre.]
JACK
In later years, I've often reflected on what Jordan said that evening,
and what it implied about his own attitudes toward Betty. And now, since
their death, it keeps haunting me. I took it pretty seriously at the time,
in fact. But Jordan wasn't the only one I "consulted." I found
myself talking to my new roommate, Dan . . . a lot.
DAN
Your scene with Jordan went pretty well, Jack. And how are things going
with you and Betty?
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JACK
Oh, I don't know, Dan. [Looks at the stage, where Christine joins Jordan,
as Lizzie.] She does out-maneuver him for center stage--what an actress
she is! And as I watch her as Lizzie, both when I'm on stage with her,
and, with a kind of obsession now, from back here . . . it's as if she
were that other woman.
DAN
She's fantastically intense, isn't she. I definitely feel that when I'm
on stage with her. And I like to stay and watch her, too. And it's a character
that grows, Jack. As Lizzie comes to know herself, her dreams and their
limitations, much better in the course of the play, Betty is totally convincing
in revealing that awareness. Not many college girls can do that!
JACK
And Jordan's right. That's too good to be wasted--her rare capacity as
an actress. Once he pointed it out, it's obvious. He thinks Betty is destined
for the professional theatre . . . as he is. And he suggests that, for
an "artist," all this "boys and girls" stuff is peripheral,
happens around the edges, like eating and sleeping, is irrelevant to his,
or her, real life . . . right? He says I should take my pleasure in Betty
on stage, in working with her to bring out my own capacities as an artist,
in fantasizing imaginative projections of her. Or perhaps catching her
in miscellaneous unguarded moments--an evening here, two weeks between
shows there . . . when she's off duty . . .
DAN
[Watching her.] Well . . . I'd take that, Jack. But good luck.
JACK
[Caught up in his own reflection.] . . . for whatever satisfaction of
sensual appetites she might tolerate, or, better, choose for
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herself, not try to carry her off to some
corner of the world as mine alone. The best sense in which she can be
mine is the sense in which she belongs to everyone--as a medium to an
aesthetic, not a physical, experience. The higher mode . . .
DAN
That sounds pretty Platonic, Jack..
JACK
[Laughs.] I thought I was Platonic, but now think Jordan must have the
profounder understanding of what Socrates was talking about. And, just
as I get it figured out, back here in the dark, I watch her responding
to Jordan's Melissandra speech--or doing the Mary Lou Beasley bit--and
want to pulverize all leading men and football players and drag my Sabine
woman off to the nearest cave by her long red hair. I have a compulsive,
personal, physical desire for that particular young woman--that's her
power over me, whatever it is with Jordan.
DAN
She obviously has power over him, too, Jack . . . but it does seem to
be only when they're on stage. Still, who knows?
JACK
Then I watch her with Tom--taking a kind of masochistic pleasure in it,
no doubt. She becomes very puzzling, perhaps calculatingly so, in her
behavior toward me, increasingly fitful-- willful and petty actions that
seem designed simply to annoy me. I get the impression that she's running
her repertoire against my reactions for the practice it gives her as an
actress.
DAN
[Laughs.] All girls do that some. But you may be right about Betty . .
. still working as an actress when she's off duty. Ha!
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JACK
But it's different with Tom. She just orders him around, like he's her
knight and she's his fair lady. Yesterday I noticed Tom was wearing a
ring I recognized as Betty's on a chain around his neck, and, when I looked,
Betty is wearing a man's ring on a matching chain. I asked her, casually,
"Does this mean you and Tom are engaged?" She answered, "Oh,
no, nothing like that. We've just made a pact to carry each other's token
into battle--for the Oklahoma game and the play. I think that's even more
romantic. Everyone gets engaged." The way she looked at me I thought,
"Damn your sparkling, sexy eyes, you red-headed little bitch."
[Dan laughs.] But didn't say that to her, of course.
DAN
[Laughs.] You see what she's doing? Playing you and Tom off against each
other. The age-old techniques of the mating game.
JACK
You may be right. Speaking of the Oklahoma game, you are going down with
us, aren't you, Dan?
DAN
Wouldn't miss it, Jack. It's likely to be the best game of the year. Thanks
for asking me. Oh, oh . . . our scene's coming up.
[Lights down, then up on a set of chairs
suggesting a car. Two girls enter, followed by Jack and Dan. Dan sits
in the back with the girls, Jack in the driver's seat. Christine comes
from the other side, slipping into a KU sweater and putting the ring on
over her head as she gets there, playing with it, smiling at Jack.]
BETTY
I reallly appreciate your driving us down to the game, Jack. [Looking
at the group.] But I'm sorry Jordan didn't come.
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JACK
I asked him, and his response was, "To a football game? You must
be kidding, Jack?"
BETTY
Well, we wouldn't have had room for him anyway, would we?
DAN
It would have been a little crowded. But he sure missed a great game.
Tom had the best day of his career. Gained over a hundred yards on the
ground--and three hundred in the air.
BETTY
And won the game by three touchdowns. That should win him All-American
again. And get Kansas the Orange Bowl bid.
JACK
Do you think it was the power of the ring?
BETTY
Maybe. [Talking to the others.] After the game, just now, Tom told me
he wouldn't take my ring off for anything--not to sleep, not to shower,
not for anything--until after the Orange Bowl game. I promised to wear
his ring, too--not just for the play, but until after the Orange Bowl
game.
JACK
And not take it off for . . . anything?
BETTY
[Looking at Jack.] Not for anything!
[Lights down. Jack and Christine walk back
to their apartment set, Christine taking off the ring and KU sweater as
they walk.]
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JACK
She was bubbling all the way home. And it's fair to say that neither she
nor Tom dishonored the rings they were wearing.
CHRISTINE
But it sounds like you'd have been too upset to really enjoy these football
games . . . the way Mother evidently did.
JACK
Oh no, I still enjoyed the games. And my mood between games was just right
for Noah. I was pretty good, in fact, but hardly noticed--because Betty
and Jordan were fantastic. Dr. Gillis knew enough to allow Jordan to develop
his own interpretation while directing Betty very closely. But Betty was
tapping something even more elemental. Whenever I caught sight of the
chain that ring was on, I was tempted to rip it off, or strangle the young
witch with it, but caught up in the magic of her performance I could believe
in its power myself. And, feeling that I was losing her to that power,
felt I had to deny its existence--which was just about right for Noah.
CHRISTINE
I forget who had that part in the movie.
JACK
Lloyd Bridges . . . but see, you didn't forget Burt Lancaster, did you?
The story of my life. Well, there were about three weeks between the last
performance of The Rainmaker and the Orange Bowl game, most
of it Christmas vacation time. And, just as I'd been convinced that Betty
was my girl in those weeks at the end of summer, so now, in brooding agony,
I was ready to concede that she was Tom's girl, with his ring around her
neck, stolen from me in broad daylight--which might be poetic justice,
but was hard on my ego . . . and cost me a lot of sleep.
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CHRISTINE
You worried too much, but it shows how much you loved her.
JACK
It would have been almost impossible not to read it that way after the
ridiculous scene Betty and I had at the cast party for The Rainmaker,
and the impression I'd stomped out of there with was underlined in the
newspapers every day, for, as the game approached, Tom was getting a lot
of sports-page attention, with Betty being written up as "the girl
whose ring the All-American quarterback will wear into battle." And
she went down to Miami, with the whole crowd of Kansans-- students, faculty,
alumni, insurance salesmen, wheat farmers--and I didn't. I'd decided not
to, first as a kind of game of my own, then, after our confrontation at
the cast party, on principle. But saying I needed to prepare for finals,
or work on The Scarlet Letter, was just a dodge. I was having
most trouble assuming the role of court jester, watching after the hero's
girl while he was busy preparing for the big contest. Tom deserved better
of me--whatever Betty deserved.
CHRISTINE
You think it made her mad . . . that you wouldn't go?
JACK
It might have. But I did put in a lot of time on The Scarlet Letter.
And the game was on television--the first time I saw Tom play on TV, in
fact. I saw your mother and her ring on the screen many times, thinking
to myself, "If I were sitting there beside her I'd be on national
television. And if I put my arm around her . . . I might get my own name
on the sports page."
CHRISTINE
[Laughs.] That's probably what she would have liked most.
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JACK
And Kansas lost . . . in spite of the ring . . . by just two points, on
a last minute field goal. Tom was still the star, had the most yardage
for the day. I was enough of a fan, in spite of all, to feel that Kansas
should have won . . . and to actually feel sorry for Tom. I talked to
him just a few days after he got back.
[Lights down as Jack walks over to where
Dan is reading in the apartment they share. Dan looks up as Jack comes
in.]
DAN
Did you have dinner with Tom, then?
JACK
It gets stranger and stranger. I thought Betty had just been avoiding
me, but she's been avoiding him, too, ever since they got back from Florida.
[Sitting down.] When I got to the Union Tom was sitting alone in the back,
brooding, but not about having lost the game--about Betty. He seemed genuinely
happy to see me . . . brightened up the way he does. I told him I'd watched
the game on television and thought they were robbed, but he just passed
that off, saying "They made a great kick, Jack, so deserved to win.
But I want to ask you about Betty. What do you think I might have done
to make her mad?"
DAN
He was asking you why you thought Betty was mad at him?
JACK
Right. I said, "My God, Tom, how would I know? I wasn't even in Miami,
but thought you were getting along great. She's hardly talked to me at
all since that cast party." She was scrupulously pleasant when I
met her the other day in the library, smiled, but just said, "I'm
studying for finals, Jack."
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But Tom said she was refusing to talk to
him, too, and, while it didn't seem to affect his appetite--I ate more
than I usually do just trying to keep up--as I left the cafeteria, and
looked back at that baffled athlete, playing with his milk shake, I felt
a sympathetic bond with someone who seemed to have everything I ought
to envy him for--except Betty. Poor guy!
DAN
But, as it happens, Jack, while you were having dinner at the Union with
Tom, Jordan was having dinner with Betty at the most expensive restaurant
in town. He just called to say that she'd asked him out, on this kind
of special date, and now he wanted to talk to you about her. I told him
you'd be back soon. [A knock at the door.] That must be him now. [Opens
the door.] Jordan, come in. I told Jack what you said on the phone.
JACK
He said you had dinner with Betty--that she asked you out. I hope you
can tell me what's going on with her. [Pause.] I need to know about The
Scarlet Letter. She keeps saying, "ask me after finals, Jack."
Well I think today was her last final.
JORDAN
That's what she said. And talk about a first-class exercise in seduction.
You almost lost your Dimmesdale as well as your Hester. [Pause.] She asked
me to take her to New York. Now! And I was tempted. We'd be fielding a
pretty good team. You could come, too, couldn't you. The three musketeers
again.
JACK
[Hesitating.] Tempting, yes, but I need this next semester here, doing
The Scarlet Letter. That's what I'm ready for. I'm not
ready for New York yet. And neither is she! You may be. And, if you want
to take Betty, I suppose she's yours to take.
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JORDAN
[Gives Jack a peculiar look.] Not mine to take, Jack. Just not yours to
keep. [Then his tone changes.] But I told her almost exactly what you've
just told me. I'm not ready . . . yet. Why not do the Shakespeare play
here--her, too--and your play--and finish my BA--before going off to New
York with the stronger credentials? We could talk about it again in May.
But I thought you should know, Jack . . . and now you do.
JACK
Well, sure. I appreciate your telling me, Jordan. [Jordan leaves, leaving
Jack a little stunned. Finally, to Dan.] Why didn't she ask me? I might
have gone.
DAN
No, Jack, you're right. You should both stay for this semester. She can
do your Hester . . . and probably the best female part in Richard
III. That's why Jordan wants to stay. To do Richard.
[Lights down, as Jack crosses back to Christine.]
JACK
Then, as if in planned sequence, Betty had her evening out with Tom. He
called to tell me she'd broken off with him, in very formal terms, said
she was going to be a professional actress, and gave him back his ring.
He didn't even challenge her. "It couldn't've been an act, Jack.
She's made up her mind." So Jordan had been right--it wouldn't be
the football player. Within weeks Tom had lost himself in negotiations
for his future as a professional athlete. By a month later, it was clear
they'd both survive their college romance unscarred. By then, they were
even dating again occasionally--he took her to the cast party for Richard
III--and they always remained, so long as both of them lived,
as they say, the "best of friends."
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CHRISTINE
She always spoke well of him . . . of her football player.
JACK
Then I guess it was my turn, when, one evening a few days later, Betty
found me in the Experimental Theatre. [Continues talking to Christine
as he walks on stage, where there is now a scaffold, which he examines.
Christine goes off to come on from the rear of the theatre as Betty.]
I'd been worrying with technical problems in staging The Scarlet
Letter, and a friend and I had mocked up a rough scaffold. He'd
gone home, and I was making notes to myself when I heard something behind
me, turned around, and there was Betty, standing in the half light at
the back of the theatre. It was like seeing a ghost. I said, 'My God,
Betty, you surprised me. I thought I was seeing Hester Prynne. How long
have you been there?'
BETTY
For a while. Just watching. I wanted to talk to you alone, so decided
to wait until Frank left. That's the scaffold where Hester stands? [She
comes to sit down in the front row.]
JACK
Just a rough mock-up. I'm still not sure I'll be doing the play. [A short
silence.] I hear you're planning to go to New York?
BETTY
[Surprised.] I see Jordan's been talking to you. Well, I didn't swear
him to secrecy. No, Jack, I came to tell you I've decided to stay here.
To be your Hester . . . if you still want me.
JACK
I should be elated. I don't think I'd do the play without you-- not now.
But you don't sound very enthusiastic. I am pleased,
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of course. But I'm worried about you, Betty.
What's going on? [Looking at her.] If ever there actually were a Hester
Prynne, I . . . [Then, with some excitement.] Come stand here, up on the
scaffold, and let me look at you in this light. [Betty comes up on stage,
then climbs up onto the scaffold, and Jack moves her and looks at her
from a dozen different angles. Something's just not right. [Finally.]
Of course! I've got a scarlet letter there in my briefcase. [Gets it.]
Here, put this on. And let me fix your hair differently. Sit here on the
steps. [He sits on the scaffold directly behind her. and begins to arrange
her long hair to frame the scarlet letter she is pinning to her bosom.]
I've been talking to Tom, too, you know. You have us all mystified. What
is going on with you?
BETTY
[Her sides begin to shake, as she is crying.] I don't know. [He puts his
cheek against her hair, and lets his hands slip down to take hers. He's
holding her tightly now, arms across the scarlet letter, rising and falling
to the rhythm of her breathing.] Damn you, Jack. [Pulls loose, to turn
and look up steadily into his eyes.] And damn your play . . . and your
godly magistrates. What do any of you know about Hester Prynne? [They
kiss.]
[Lights down as Jack and Christine return
to their apartment.]
JACK
[Musing.] But her eyes were saying something else. I saw the look I'd
seen that summer night, when, as I'd thought afterwards, not responding
to the elemental female might have lost her for me. I wasn't going to
let that happen again. But I shouldn't be telling you these things, should
I?
CHRISTINE
Why not? You loved her, didn't you?
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JACK
Always. It intrigued me to wonder afterward if Hester and Dimmesdale had
conceived Pearl under the scaffold. It must have been in the forest, or
somewhere in the church. But it would have been appropriate. I still think
of Betty, of your mother, as Hester . . . the forbidden fruit. And she
was unspeakably delicious at the base of our crude scaffold. But we didn't
make the scaffold a common trysting place. [Laughs.] Though I'd have been
willing. But Betty just said, "No, Jack, that's in Hester's past.
Do you think that she and Dimmesdale did it more than once?" She
had me there. What do you think?
CHRISTINE
If they didn't, it would probably have been Dimmesdale's fault.
JACK
I was elated. Still, it was perfectly understandable. I was the best option
left, could offer a leading role in a play. I was temporarily euphoric,
if a little bewildered, as if already sensing that the dream that I really
had to fear was the one that had brought her back to me. But every time
I was with her I forgot about that, and, even when I wasn't, I was likely
to be thinking about her . . . all mixed up with Hester Prynne.
CHRISTINE
She once told me that Hester Prynne was her greatest role . . . though
most people would have said that Cleopatra was.
JACK
She was right. And Tom had never given Betty's ring back. Three months
later, as The Scarlet Letter was about to open, as a joke,
I asked if she thought she could get that magic ring back from him, for
our show. She didn't laugh.
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